Cold, Tired, and Content

Today. I did something that was crazy.

Running three miles! Let's analyze this. I haven't been running forever, and when I was running I was wishing that I could cut off my feet because they hurt so bad, but now I am feeling pretty good.

I think one of things that has been getting me down during the winter months is the lack of sports/running I have been doing.

So now even though my life is due tomorrow, and thursday, I am relatively happy. I am eternally grateful to my friends of putting up with me, and for Kiera who likes to drive me around places and wants to hang out with me! I feel so cool.

I love that my friends are so willing to help me out, like Alex taking home my viola, and Emma who always is willing to hear me out, and Malka when we talk about so much stuff, and Eleni when we complain, and everyone else whom I can just go BLAH. and they can relate.

Yesterday's post was really whiny and complainy and just pissy. I was in a pretty dismal mood, and couldn't get to sleep last night. I read FMLs for about a hour. Afterwards, I felt pretty good about my own life.

I will make a greater effort to be concious of what opportunities that I have been given. I think I will do a Beckett and list everything. Maybe in the next one because I have homework to do and it is already 6:35.

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someone is literally hammering at my door. and the doorframe. sometimes I just don't get heard over the din of the roar that is my life.